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Exams around the corner.....

2007-01-24T21:33:00.000-08:00

It has beeen a long time since i last blog coz i was busy with my final year projects and assessments. This week is sort of my study break so that i can concentrate on preparing for my exams...Probably after my exams, i will try to update my blog regularly ... For now, cya guys around especially my old frenz... hope to cya guys after my exams... Juz hang on for another 2 more weeks k Jia You!!! Love u all!! =)

SB Achievers' Ceremony marked the end of my Poly Life soon....

2007-01-12T07:06:00.000-08:00

From now till my exams, let me count.... left wif 2 more weeks!!! Exams are around the corner... Muz Jia You Liao!!! Recently, Our school juz had a SB Achievers' Ceremony at the SP Convention Centre. It was a grand and meaningful occasion especially for the Final Year students juz like myself. We are going to graduate really soon!!! Although, I didnt receive any awards or recognitions for my CCA and academic achievements, I graced the occasion by showing my supports with loud applauses for all the award recipents and prize winners. I'm proud and honoured to see some of my fellow schoolmates up on the stage. There were performances put up by the lecturers and students... (some are even from my class!!!) My classmates and some other lecturers performed a Bollywood dance which was one of the highlights of the day esp. Sharleyna. She is a great and outstanding dancer. Oh ya!! There were speeches made by the director and a guest of honour ( one of SP alumni members). Our director told us not be too complacement even if the economy is doing well and on the upbeat....hahax
At the end of the ceremony, refreshments were served ... HeeexXX..

Today i had two roleplays. One was the CSB Meeting roleplay and the other one is my GEMS business lunch roleplay. I had fun in these two roleplays and i think overrall we did reasonably well... hopefully it will act as a motivation for my upcoming final year exams..... =) Pray Hard Study Hard and Play Hard!!!!!!!!!!!!

Days of my Life....

2007-01-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

Hooray!!!! Back to School, finally I'm back for my last term of my final semester. The feeling is great and filled with anxiety because my final year exams are just around the corner. In my last term, there is only a mere two weeks of school b4 breaking for exams. Therefore, i should take this time to start preparing for my final year exams... Hmmm.... I'm delighted to see my friends back in school again but we gonna part very soon...Hopefully we'll get to meet up again after my exams for something. (eg. graduation ball) hahax... Have to pray hard for my Final Year Project presentation that we perform very well and acheive the desired results.

Yesterday, I just attended my great grandma's furneal at Sin Ming Rd. I mourned for her departure and my family sent our prayers to her, hopefully she rests in peace... She is incinerated/buried today....I sincerely bless her well in wherever she goes..I remember the last time i saw her was during the last Chinese New Year period. She was still very smiley, cheerful and healthy in her appearance back then......

On Sunday, I just went for a combined band concert, consisting of NYP Alumni Band and Nayang Symphonic Band (NTU) at the Victoria Concert Hall with my godbrother, Daniel. It started from 5 15pm to around 7pm.It was a spendid and entertaining performance. I love it. After the concert, we went to take a walk around Raffle Place and Boat Quay and took some photos before walking over to Clark Quay King Satay Club to have our dinner. The Tuna Murtabak was simply delicious.. The best part is that there is no service charge or GST...

ForBidden City - Passed

2007-01-06T13:28:00.000-08:00

Yo~~!!!!! Today is my last day at The Forbidden City by Indochine. For the past 1 mth, i was working in Bar Cocoon (Indochine Clark Quay). I've learnt alot through this precious 1 mth, and gained meaningful experience. From this, it only goes to show that working life is definitely not easy and lots of sacrifices are to be made and has proven that night jobs are not suitable for me... Office jobs suit better. Why i said working life isnt that easy afterall coz u got to meet with people of different personalities and characters and sometimes it's hard to get along and as result it leads to conflicts. In order not to be involved in this kind of situation, compromising and accomodating are impt and should also be adaptive and flexible to survive long enough... HAhax... Today I went to catch a artistic movie at the PictureHouse( The Cathay) b4 heading to work, the title of the movie is Big Bang Love Juvenile A...Very Chim and requires a lot of brain cells... because it involve good analystical and interpretative skills.... But I enjoyed it coz the seats were veri comfortable and its my first time at the PictureHouse. No commercials le and No discounts !!!!!!!!! hahaxx...

Singapore Polytechnic Open House 2007 RoX!!!!!!!!!!

2007-01-04T09:26:00.000-08:00

Yo!! Its not another ordinary day, its Singapore Polytechnic first day of the open house!!! It was pretty crowded. I was at the accounting booth, performing my duty as a student councilor. Basically my duty is to promote and answer any desire questions students have in mind. It was so cool, because the day i've been waiting for its here!!! I wanted to be a student councilor for my course last yr but it was opened only to the final year students. That goes without saying, I'm a final year Accountancy student lolx. Time really flies, talking abt the open house, it reminds me of the days after my O levels and now so eagar and looking forward to my graduation day. It has been an amazing and wonderful journey throughout my 3 years in poly. I love the people, the food. the environment and the convenience !!!!!!!!! Thanks for everything u have given me. I really appreciate it ... All the best to SP open house 2oo7

Here are the details .............

Singapore Polytechnic Open House 2007
4th - 6 th January
10am - 5pm

Make a date with US!!!! N Join US in the fun!!!!!!!!!!! Cya there!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! = )

2nd Day of New Year!!! Its A Pub|ic Hoi|day

2007-01-02T07:10:00.000-08:00

Wah!! Another public hoilday!!! Hmmm...!!! Whether its PH a not, to me is a hoilday because I'm still enjoying my term break for abt 1 mth before sch reopens and exams!!!! Muz Jia You liao Wor! This morning i had an appointment wif a fren regarding some investment matters at Yew Tee Mac. Then in the late afternoon, I went wif my didi and his friends to Yew Tee Park to play badminton till evening before heading down to Uncle Julian and Aunty Yvonne's House for visit and dinner. That was how i ended my day ..... Love All!!! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to All again.. =)

Cheers!!!! 2007 Happy New Year !!! Resolutions!!!!

2007-01-01T08:23:00.000-08:00

Another year has gone by, a new year has juz begun. What a fresh start to 20o7!!! As the year begins, it also means that I'm one year old, gonna be 20 very soon!!!, Its time to be more mature and sensible. I hope to achieve more this year because I'll be graduating in Feb and soon after its my birthday!!! and I'll be enlisting to National Service. Turning 20 , also means that I'm breaking away from my teenage life.

My first resolution : Attain good grades and results for my final year examinations
My second resolution : Find a suitable partner ( I have been single for almost 4 years )
My third resolution : Keep fit and trim and maintain good health for my NS
My fourth resolution : Find a job and earn more money for my savings and spendings.
My Last resolution : To bless my whole family, relatives and friends with happiness

2006-10-09T08:38:00.000-07:00

Let's start wif over the weekends ba... i had a very tiring yet fun-filled weekends coz both my weekends were packed with activities and events...I went for chalet at Changi Aloha... It was my first time there... i should say tt place was really deserted and eeried coz It is situated near to the old Changi Hopsital... Apart from that, the bungalow chalet is quite a distance to anywhere....Luckily there's a bus service going towards Changi Village and Tampines... It was a three days two nites chalet.. I went there on the second day which was a sat...That nite, there were bbq, performances and lucky draws...one after another... so entertaining and everyone was in a joyous mood.... So cool, after the event nite, a grp of us went to Changi Village for dinner coz the bbq food wasnt enough to cater for all...LOLx.... hahax...Later part of the nite, we even played fire crackers... it was amazing stuff... hahax... lolx.. and yup i helped to clean up the mess before taking my shower....In the middle of the nite, we chatted in one of the rooms... before we dozed off to wonderland...and tt's onli for a while... before i was awake...i sat outside the bbq area for some early morning breeze before packin up my bag and left for somewhere esle... with my brother and some other frenz... lolx... As for my Sunday it was another tiring and enjoyable day.. coz i went clubbing wif my frenz after having dinner wif my papa around his area in Hougang Mall at this "Siam Kitchen" which serves thai authentic Food. It was my first time trying out at this restaurant and i should say i realli enjoyed my dinner coz it was simply delicious... what a sumptuous meal!!!!!!!! Thanks dad for exchanging my coins ... as well as my fren Marcus who lives around my area for letting me put my bag at his place and not forgetting my Kor, Ryan for the nite!!! =P

2006-10-06T10:55:00.000-07:00

What a tiring and f**king day for me ..... School was pretty alright, juz tt it was a bit packed tt made me look so tiring ..... When i reached home in the evening, i was in sub-conscious state and it was particularly true when i was chatting on MSN.....And todae, a fren of mine...... a lot of things happened, mostly unpleasant events...and it even reached to a point of nasty behaviours.... I still gave in... and yup and guess what ??? Ended up ... I suffered the most coz i got to find my own way back home from an isolated place....and those dearests to me... could not even do me a simple favour. ... tt have triggered my mind ... to think twice, thrice or even more if there's a need to.. and yup indeed by the end of this week i got to make a shocking decision ... so juz hang on... kk. By then, take care all HAppY AuTUmn FesTivaL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and may god bless u ..=)

2006-10-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

Any Monday Blues???? I dun think so..... juz tt i am a bit tired.... coz the night before... i stayed up into the night till abt 4 plus... then once I'm awake this morning... around 11 plus i called up my didi, Jensen and confirmed our meeting at Bugis..... We went for lunch together at this Taiwanese Delight Shop and he paid for our meals... thanks didi for the treat!!! i will remb. After tt, i accompanied him to collect his work pay at Bugis Village before i left for school at around 2 plus... Hmmm..... I had a CSP tutorial from 3 to 4 plus... When i reached my sch, i saw my ITP frenz .. Doron and Tabitha at the SB foyer... I was elated to see them again.. hahax... we chatted a while before going for my class... After sch, i waited wif my classmate, Calista for another classmate of mine,Fiona to end sch..However, she left unknowningly... and we waited in sch like idoits... But anyway i got time to spare coz i'm meeting a fren in the evening, his name is Malcolm, a long time no see fren for dinner and movie at Tiong Bahru Plaza around 6 plus... We had our dinner at Griller... which i seriously got nth to say abt the restaurant... juz simply sucks!! coz the service there really not up to standard... no wonder Singapore's level of customer service has declined tremendously over the past few years... We told them tt we got to catch a movie soon... and yet after repeating our order, she could still miss out on a few items... which includes my main course, Spaggetti Clayfish and a cup of coffee.... In the end, u know wat?? i got to eat my Spaggetti Clayfish in the movie threatre...so absurd...Anyway we went to watch Stay Alive... it was a thrilling horror movie.Although it was a bit gross, the both of us enjoyed the movie... Halfway throught the movie, i fell asleep... hahax...a bit tired lolx.... bad habit...but at least i know more or less wat's going on... so still not bad... After tt, He left to visit his insurance agent at the hospital and went home sweet home... LOL....

2006-09-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

What a day to end my first week in sch.... todae is said to be the busiest day of the week...coz i got class starting from 9am all the way to 5pm.... Thank goodness.. this is still my first week tt's why my 3-5pm MA tutorial class is cancelled... I had Communication Skill for Business in the morning....my first time attending this module class.. I should give due credits to my lecturer for making CSB class so fun-loving and lively... It has been the best language module class i ever attended so far.... hahax... Well done good job... =) ..After my CSB class, i had my lunch and moved on to my next class GEMS (General Elective Modules)... which was at the Childcare Centre Blk... EB7 Wow!!! tt's where Kinderland is... Sound familar???? Certainly... Now tt I remember this place.. It used to be a recreation area because i could recall back then my parents used to bring me there way before i even entered SP. In there were facilities such as fruit machine room, lounge, video game room etc....hahax... so cool.. When i was there, I was quite delighted by the fact my ex- PTN and Business Law tutor Mrs Patrica Yap could still remember tt she ever taught me b4... and even asked if i am in the correct class... so Funny... her class was very engaging and friendly... hahax.. i enjoyed it very much and so for my day... =)

2006-09-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

Another day has juz gone by, and it has been a very tiring and shocking day for me.... Something u never thought it would strike on you.... and it juz did and u r like dunno wat to do now ....especially this thing happened to someone so close to your heart...............Heartbroken.... But i am strong and optimist... I think its time for me to wake up and be conscious of the things happening around me... i really got to start finding a part-time job to sort of like lighten the burden...I am too naive... Life is full of ups and down... juz like a rollarcoaster ride... But i gotta stay firm and resolute.... Be indepedent and determined person is wat i wan to see in myself...I'm no longer a small kid... and old enough to earn a living of my own... so i dun see why is it tt other can do it, why can i... Hmmm.... I really hope tt this thing will turn out to be fine and continue its run juz like the ever peaceful river... I gotta pray very hard .....May God bless me and my family... Take care and love everyone around me.... =)

Todae i met up a fren of mine.. Alex.. i got to know him from the Teens Magazine ... we went to Lot 1 for dinner in the foodcourt together with his gf... before tt i met him at the Singapore Pool coz he went to place his bets on soccer.... Gambling is bad , dun get addicted to it.... Yup then after tt they left, i went over to meet my another fren.. Feefee hehex... and we shopped around the supermarket for some snacks and also went to Popular to buy my stationary... hahax.... b4 we parted and headed back home....

2006-09-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

Today was the second day of a new semester..... HOorrAayYY!!! Finally I'm Back to SchOol and it also marked my whole journey throughout my 3 yrs in polytechnic as i progress into my last semester in Polytechnic... I should say that my life in poly have been an enriching and meaningful experience... as i have gained vast knowledge esp. in my course of studies Accountancy... and i was exposed to board based learning with the introduction of GEMS (General Elective Modules ). Beside excelling in my academic studies, I was once actively involved in my CCAs School of Business Club, where i had to plan and organise events for the students at large and i also participated in school camps and outdoor activities & trainings to improve my leadership skills... Singapore Polytechnic has indeed equipped me with the essential skills and relevant experiences to deter the tough and challenging world ahead of me...

After completing my polytechnic education, i will be serving NS before furthering my studies and stuffs...LOL....

Anyway, dont wanna side track too much, todae i attended my first two lectures , Managerial Accounting II and Advanced Financial Accounting II . It was great to be back in sch , coz i get to see my classmates .... miss all of them so much...and yahz... back to sch also means back to serious work .... Muz strive for the best results coz its my Last Sem!!!!! Bearing tt in mind, also means tt more pressure is adding on me.. and my expectations have gone higher higher...hopefully this time round i won't disappoint myself further... Jia You wor!!!! yaya... still the class representative... gotta bear heavy responsibilty again but i enjoy doing it.... yup... muz remb my driving lessons.... dont neglect juz because your sch has started.... lol.. kk =) take care all... nite!!!

~|| @@@@@Singapore Idol Final Showdown @@@@@||~

2006-09-25T10:09:00.000-07:00

sgboy

It was a fun-filled exciting night tt i ever had so far... coz it was the Singapore Idol Final Showdown. A face-off battle between Jonathan and Hady... What an amazing and wonderful night to end the day coz this was the first time i got to see Jonathan performing live on stage!!!! and i should say he really has wat it takes to be a regional star.. like wat Ken Lee mentioned in his comments for Jonathan after the result was announced. Though Jonathan didnt win the idol competition, being the runner-up is already a great achievement and Singapore Idol has certainly paved his way to a good start in his singing career..He is definitely gonna make it far in this music industry... His sincerity, sensory and sexy baritone voice have won over the hearts of many people out there... I definitely argeed with Jac. that he is a good interpreter of songs.. He is very sincere in his delivery of songs... and he is able to express himself very well in terms of his moods and feelings .. Very Impressive!!!!

On the result show, we got to see other guest performer including last yr Singapore Idol Taufik Batisah hahax... So Cool... He rocK down the hoUse together wif Rahimah Rahim as well as Energy Electrico and Tanya Chua.... Not forgetting the Top 10 Singapore Idol finalists...Their performances were excellent, thEy seem to be getting better and better .... All the best to them and never give up on their dreams... Rock On Juz like Jon!!!!! hahahax The stadium was filled with thousands of fans and supporters cheering and screaming for their idols ( i was one of them ) and had certainly liftened up the whole atomsphere..Although, more were rooting for Hady, Jon's supporters and fan base could easily matched up to him, simply because Jonathan Leong rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight gonna be an unforgettable night with lots of fond memories to be remembered for life...All thanks to my godbro, Daniel for giving me this opportunity to be there at the Singapore Indoor Stadium to watch the live result show featuring my idol of course Jonathan Leong... U the Man!!! the Rocker who outshines Hady in the performances wif Electrio and Energy.... and i got to thank my another godbro Ryan for accompanying me to catch a glimpse of our idol... I really appreciated it for my bros' time and effort... U guys made my day and yahz... hopefully in time to come we will get to see more of Jonathan Leong in the limelight... i will be awaiting for the release of his debut album as well as his concert performance on the Oct 24 if i didnt hear wrongly... See ya there..=P

AnOtHeR NeW ChAptEr iN my L|fe... . Be YoUrSelf, Be SoMeBoDy =)

2006-09-11T10:21:00.000-07:00

Hey to all out there!! I'm finally back to blogging...this time round .. i'll my very best to update my blog every now and then... =) Recently, I've juz redesigned my blogskins, icons and layouts, hope you guys will like it.. Now that i'm having my holis till the end of 25 sept, i shall enjoy my time with my family and friends... Anyway, so far so good, coz i'm really enjoying myself and its a good time for me to relax, hang out wif pals, go clubbing heeXx etc.. and meet up with old friends and stuffs. I also hope to make more new friends and at the same time waiting for my tt special someone.. =)

Alright. Let's talk abt today's topic. todae i went over to my buddy's house at panda garden... that was the first thing i did when i woke up this morning.. and yah... i sort of like laze around at his place.. and after tt we had lunch tgt ... after tt went back to his place.. i fell asleep on his bed.. HeeXxX ...sorry buddy hope u dun mnd LOL but coz i was tired and had to attend a basic theory driving lesson in the evening..... and yah i went for my lesson with a friend of mine named (Aaron)....

When i got back home, which took me like an hour or so after my lesson coz my friend accompanied me for dinner =) and also i wandered around my area for a while as i was listening to my Mp3 player. Back at home, my mom from dunno from where after learning some basic facial skills , she helped us ( my DadDy SIstEr and Me ) to dO FaCial =) i didnt know she was tt good ... quite PrOfesSonAl Lol... my grEatEst MoM... HEeXx.. anYwaY tOking abT my MoM, Her BirThDaY is Coming SooN wHich Is TmL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HaPpy BiRthDaY MoM!!! i LOvE u... hAhaXx... thaNks foR EvErythiNg ... Dun WorrY mOm, i wilL be AccOMpaNying U to GeNtinG this thurs Since i'm stiLL haVinG HoLis .. So gOnnA Miss U gUYs le...anyWay i Will be baCk on FrI, so Cya TheN b4 i UpdAte my blog and yeAp! Let Me kNow If u gUys WaN anything frOm mY gEntinG TrIp K ...tT's All tAke caRe tO wHoeveR out tHerE reAding My blog... Pls do Tag me!! anD giVe mE urS cOmMenTs tHanks LotS.. I WoulD appreCiate iT . =) tAke cAre..=P

~Wandering about myself ~~~~~

2006-05-24T04:44:00.000-07:00

It has been like almost a week since i last blog, probably during this period of time .... a lot of things keep revolving inside my mind... must be i thinking too much again... Watever the case, i just wanna be my usual self, and at the same time be happy..... For the entire week or so, i've been wandering a lot of things... be it good or bad..... and a lot of soul searching work done during this period , to find back my true self, probably i'm right abt myself, never give up till my last breath. A lot more to say abt it, it's all written in my letter... between u and me ...I'm glad that things didnt turn out to be as bad as i thought it might be ...Thanks...

Although school life is getting tougher and more stressful, life still goes on. I've learnt to take things within my strive and excel in as many areas as possible. Be an optimist and always look on the brighter side of life... If u were to ask me abt my life be it love life or sch life , i would most probably tell u tt nothing is impossible for as long as u believe in it ......So believe in urself and others... =) things will never be the same again, if u dare to try and have the courage to face it .

should get going wif my sch work, still rushing for project deadlines.. so i've got no choice but to end here for todae...Take care lots and miss ya pals...

SibLinGs HoMe A|oNe~~~~~~

2006-05-15T08:43:00.000-07:00

Wah.... Finally i'm free!!! My parents are away to Shanghai for some religious visit purposes. Now my sister and I are left alone at home!!!! During this period, I should say it's gonna be hard on my sister lolx because she got to take care of me, and ensure my safety etc... She has to carry quite a huge responsibilty...Not to worry, i'll try my very best to take good care of myself, in any way. i'm already big enough to look after on my own, more to say about my daily needs.. Moreover, i've learnt to be more independent and mature in my thinking... so i should be handle most of the work such as basic household chores and even tidying up my room..Should i be happy or sad during this period... I think i gonna miss my parents a lot despite it's not our first time being home alone n that my father will be making his trip back next Tuesday. I realli hope my parents will enjoy their trip to Shanghai very much. Although,there's a slight delay in this trip due to some visa problem with my mom's taiwanese friend. She was here a few days, and supposedly together wif my parents, they were expected to take off on Saturday, but because my mom's friend didnt apply for Visa, they had to postponed their flights and caused them to pay Nevertheless, now tt i juz received a call from them at the airport, i more or less heaved a sigh of relief and in my heart now i'm feeling veri happy and excited for them...... Everyday has to stay out for dinner or not buy dinner back home coz mom is not around to cook dinner !!!! ... At least i can spend more time with my friends for dinner and chili out wif them and to those friends who abt to/ juz finished their Mid- Year Semester Exams... Its Party TiMe!!!! Hope to cya guys soon especially my frenz from kranji sec ..!!!!!! =) Miss u guys lots!!! you should know who u guys r , pls gather the rest and arrange a time to meet up. ..=) I think tt all for today and good lucks for ur exams tml and the last day on Wednesday... Lots of care n concerns... nIte!!!

~ K Box SesSion~~~~~

2006-05-12T11:06:00.000-07:00

Today, i went to K-box again. This is my fifth time in a month... hahax....Dunno why after i came back from my China ITP, i beginning to enjoy singing especially chinese love songs... Maybe because they are more meaningful and tt i can relate better to my current situation and express myself ..hahax... It was really veri fun and enjoyable. i experienced something new each time i visit K-box.. I ate a lot tibits/snacks today, keep on refilling like nobody business.. hahax.. In the end, i got a slight stomach ache... =X but now feeling much better... so not to worry... Finally, i realised tt... love is not abt being together, its abt the willingness to sacrfice. What matters most to me , is that she muz be happy, in return happiness will come to me... Juz dun think too much, it will only cause you having more headaches...

..... In Life there's a turning point..........

2006-05-11T06:20:00.000-07:00

Ohhh.... the weekend is juz around the corner.... Tml is Vesak Day !!! i really look forward to that day to come.... Its Buddha's birthday... =) hmmm... Still doing fine in school... more work n tests to come .... but at least i still got my weekends ..... hahaxx... Everything looks set to happen........ as sch exams are nearing to an end.... Although, i'm no longer in my sec sch life, still i miss it very much.... it reminds me of all the wonderful memories i had..... especially those days with her...Life is short, live life to the fullest!!!! My pt is cherish the ppl around u... and enjoy every moment.... even if it wun last forever... at least u still some beautiful and lovely memories to keep wif u..... Stay positive.. keep cool... and be patient in life......=)

^^^^^Life as usual^^^^^^^^

2006-05-09T08:56:00.000-07:00

Another day has juz gone by, as usual got to attend school, nothing really interesting happened today, except tt i got to play accountpoly game, something like monopoly but its our School of business version to teach students on accounting concepts.. Had a great fun playing the game although didnt emerge as the top but most importantly i enjoyed the process of the game.. Supposedly, i was at the gym to exercise and train my body... but then when i was at SPGG then i realised i didnt bring my shorts .... hahaxx... now tt i remember i muz put it in my bag b4 i forget...... Dunno why these days in sch, i keep on thinking abt her, my mind is like evolving around her..... have this tendency to send her a msg... juz to ask abt her day.... Watever the case, juz hope tt it'll make her day... i guess she muz be busy with her revision to reply my msg ba... anyway gtg go liao take care nite!!!

Maybe i was wrong abt her

2006-05-08T11:31:00.000-07:00

It was a slacking day at school....Only three hours of lessons.. Luckily, no monday blues... Reached home around 2 plus 3pm... went on MSN and chatted with an old friends and her... After so many years , finally reunited.... and yahz muz be i got a very poor memory ...if not how come after so long then realised her existence no wonder ever since ive not seen her on MSN...All my fault, coz i totally forgotten abt adding her and my another friend... hai~~~~ at least its still not too late... haha ... and good thing is she's very forgiving and cheerful Hmm...Yupz.... there's one very important thing i overlooked and mistaken for... why am i so careless... i should have realised it long time ago... anyway i'll continue to try my best... and as to what i can do now is to wait........hope she'll get over it asap and really start anew in life.... Coz i really want her to be happy ...... =) that's all for today.. nite!

~Something to look forward~~~~HeeX

2006-05-07T08:52:00.000-07:00

Its a fine Sunday. I went to watch a movie yesterday, "When a stranger calls". The movie overall is still quite ok.. Nothing really amazing abt that movie, but i find that the leading actress has a very sweet ,pleasant look. Apart from that, yup as usual, every weekend, i'll head down to town and chill with my friends... I think in the next few weeks will be more interesting because there are a lot of new movies coming up...got Poseidon, the Da Vinci Code etc.....Something to look forward.... I hope to catch all those movies once they are out in theatres.. Can't wait to watch Poseidon heex... Its a sunday, which means tml is the start of a brand new week. it also means that more workloads and headaches... Oh ya i still have a test as well... muz Study hard liao.... But still, i look forward to the next weekend.. coz i might be meeting her.....Yup As for now, i think i'm done for today ba... Gotta get down to my assignments... Good Nite!!! Sweet dreAms !!!! Slp tight !!!

~That SpeciaL Someone~~

2006-05-05T10:55:00.000-07:00

Another day has just gone by.......Usually at this hour, i should be asleep... but then i stayed up throughout the night, one reason was because i wanted to research on my project.... the other reason i dun know whether was it because i'm still very troubled with a lot of things...Anyway why i decided to blog was not only because it keeps track of my daily activities and allows me to remember all the good and bad memories.. but it actually allows me to express my thoughts and feelings which in the past i usually keep it to myself. Through blogging, i think i can relieve my mind better and make me focus and concentrate on what's ahead of me ... Hai~~ Although, i've changed a lot... but inside me my emotions still remain unchanged... No matter how independent and mature i am , on the surface i may look like nothing has happened but deep inside my heart , my emotions can kill me...... There were times, i thought of committing suicides because i used to a very introvert person, and what i could do was to cry underneath my pillow... and it seem like no one around me seriously understand how i feel deep inside.... I think that's the reason why i love music and arts very much. Especially when i'm very down, i'd either listen to music, sing to myself or dance to express my emotions and through all this, i can make myself feel better...so usually i express my feelings and thoughts through music...Probably that is why Music plays such an important role in my life.... Music is my life , My life is music... One day without music , is as good as the end of the world... Why am i so miserable.... ??? What's the cause of my misery??? Probably i shouldnt expect too much in life.. coz the more i expect... the deeper i hurt myself inside...But i just cant resist myself to stop thinking of you...everywhere i go, i can always feel ur presence...Maybe now then i understand the meaning of true love ba..... the taste of loving someone... In the past few relationships, seriously i think i'm useless... reason being i didnt put in my 100% into my relationships... probably u would say tt i was still too young back then to even appreciate what love is all abt ? After so long, then i realised that what i had done in the past were all craps... Is it too late for me to save the relationship ??? Should we juz remain as friends or maybe there are still some hope as long as i dun give up.(hopefully).....Loving someone means willing to sacrifice for him/her even if it takes one's life at stake...As long as she's happy, i should be happy for her.... Juz wanna let u know that whether or not we are together, doesnt really matter to me anymore... More importantly, is that u muz be happy. so whenever u r not feeling good/i sense that u r not unhappy,i will be sad with u as well..... so dun worry i'll always to be behind u. If we are meant to be for each other, i think no one can stop u ...Even if its a one-side love, u will always be remembered in my heart deeply and bear in my mind that , if u need someone to talk to, or any help or a shoulder to lean on. i'll always be there for u .... =) Love is so magical and precious juz like u ...and i hope tt my love for u will flow endlessly like a river .....coz u stand an important part of me.....i'll be right here waiting for u....... good nite sweet dreams... miss ya.............

!!!!!!! The Weekends are Around the Corner!!!!!!!!!!! EnjOy

2006-05-05T05:15:00.000-07:00

The weekends are finally here...!!! Hooray!! Time to enjoy and relax... Life is getting more and more hectic and busy as weeks gone by.... Workloads are pilling up like crazy....Lots of project deadlines and tests coming up.... But still manageable.... Everything looks fine.. as we move on... Not much of a headache at the moment... expect for my love life ba.. Nevertheless, i've learnt to take it easy and within my strives.... I have faith in myself that one day i'll make it far... But what matters most now is to enjoy my weekends and cant wait for the election day to arrive and the results show which is taking place tml night....Hope to see some suprising outcomes in tml's election day... For those who are casting their votes tml, pls make a wise choice and follow ur heart.... =) Ohhh ya... before i forget,for those who are having their exams...All the best in ur exams... and may u pass with flying colours Study hard Jia You..!!!!!!

~ What a tiring day Simple Mistakes

2006-05-04T08:01:00.000-07:00

What a tiring day to end my school!!!! My class started at 9am and ended around 3pm..Good thing was tt we ended slightly earlier than usual,which allowed me to go back home and take a short nap b4 dinner time. During my Integrated Accounting Practice (IAP) class,we had to start working on my final year project. Only till today then i realised my KOB draft report was incomplete and not as expected as what was stated in the assignment sheets. Nevertheless, We still got exactly one week for us to complete the draft report before the deadline next week. On the other hand, i had a misunderstanding with one of my groupmates, probably i was at fault. however at the end of day, it didnt seem to look as bad as i thought it might be ... it must be my unlucky day coz today is actually her birthday!!!!!!! i sincerely apologised to ya... and hope everything will be fine..... As for the rest of you out there, muz try to remb. all ur loved ones' birthdays... dun end up like me .... who keeps forgetting my frens as well as my loved one birthdays ... but anyway I had already learnt my lesson and i 'll try my very best to remb. my frens ' birthdays especially tt special someone........................ tc lots good nite sweet dreams.. tata..

Express your feelings in Music* K-Box

2006-05-03T10:17:00.000-07:00

After a busy day at school, which i had to attend briefing on Account Poly Game and present my Industrial Training Programme project. A group of my itp friends, we went to K-box at Cineleisure to enjoy and relax for the rest of the afternoon.. I had a great time singing and moving to the tunes... It was our 3rd time ever since we came back from our China ITP!!! So far this is my 4th time in a month, i actually went to K-box, and It has broken my record!!! amazing stuff sia... Thanks to you guys!!!!! During the K-box session, i sung quite a few new songs. which i had never attempted b4... and there were quite a few that brought back some of my past memories which involved my ex... i enjoy singing a lot and each time i sing a particular song, it gives me a different feeling....When it comes to singing, i usually bring in a lot of my emotions and thoughts into the songs.... probably u're right, i'm a very expressive & sentimental guy..We sung still quite late from abt 6 to 9 plus pm b4 we head back home.... I hope to visit K-box more often especially with my loved one...

~At the Beginning~A New Phase in Life~~~

2006-05-02T20:11:00.000-07:00

Time flies...I'm already in my final year of poly. education. Compare myself with last year , i seem to have changed quite a bit... probably, time really do change one.. and what i hope for and desire about have totally changed my life. Now,I begin to realise what i have actually missed over the past two to three years and a lot of things about myself in the past, have annoyed me. Nevertheless, life still goes on, let beyones be beyones.. Now that i know what i want to acheive in life, i should focus on it and let not my past affect my future...

After my Industrial Training Programme, in Shanghai, China, i've learnt to be more independent and self-conscious about my work and lifestyle. I've actually set higher expectations of myself which are to be acheived at the end of my final year in poly. On top of that, i do have some unrealised dreams which i hope to fufill in times to come. Maybe one day i should isolate myself in my room and seriously plan on how am i suppose to acheive my targets and hopefully realise my dreams...

Only after i've done so, then i could consider myself as finally grown up....In reality, i still got a long way to go... and there are still plenty of things for me to explore, learn and discover, so don't give up hopes and dreams... Always look on the bright side of life.... Life may seem to be complicated, but actually what makes life so complicating is human beings ourselves .....!!!! :@ Cheers !!!